Sunday, April 3, 2011

This was a fucking shitty wish -____-

I wish I could be happy. I wish that I could stop feeling like shit. I want to blow my fucking head of. I wish I could be skinny and pretty. I wish I could forget everything about my past, and just get over it. I wish for all my thoughts to get the hell away from me. I wish I had someone I could say absolutely everything to. Someone I knew would always be there, and always understand. I wish I was dead. I wish for my life to get back on track, and that everything will be okay again. Like it used to be for 7 years ago. I wish I stronger and better at school. I wish I didn't think about stuff, like anorexia, and being fat stupid. I wish I could get the fuck out of here, and live in the woods for the rest of my life. Live for chocolate and drink soda all the time. I wish I was better, and that I could love myself.
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xoxo,

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