I was just thinking..

"no, no, no, keep going" I said

They stopped.
I looked at them and asked:
"Why can't you just tell me? Why you always have to do this? It's not funny at all. I don't want anymore games. Just tell me. You need to tell me"



They didn't say a thing .
Someone smiled and said:
"You don't need to know"

I said
"Maybe not .. but you can't just take it away without telling me a thing"

They keep quiet.
I told them:
"You just don't understand, do you? .. I have nothing left .. I've lost everything."

I was about to say something then they said:
"There is nothing you need to know"

So I left.

It's always been like that.
I wonder .. If I will ever go back there again.
I don't think I will

xoxo,♥