Wednesday, August 17, 2011

I wanna tell you something...


A tiring day yesterday. My eyes swollen from crying because of the misunderstanding that your cousin's make. Honestly, I want to tell you how my feeling if it was your own. That's hurt actually. First I saw, like my chest felt tight. My tears come out but I hold it. I held my tears until I was home and of course after you take me home.
After that, I cried and I spilled what has been detained since with you.


When I saw your smartphone, as I look at your home screen that is not me.
You must be wondering why my attitude changed instantly. I think too much and asked in my mind so, I'm daydreaming. Who is that? What do you mean to me? Do you've got a new one? Why are you become like this? You don't love me anymore? and, Who the hell are you?


I've sent you bms but you not replied that because you were fall asleep. I've waited and waited. Coincidentally, I can't sleep because dizzy and fever attacked me suddenly.
And then finally I was dared to ask directly to you. 


Tau gak? Aku lega. Sekarang jadi lebih lebih lebih tenang karena jawabanmu :) aku takut kehilangan. Karena aku melihat, merasakan dan apa yang kualami tentang kondisi keluargaku dan aku gak mau merasakan lagi hal yang sama.


Thanks.
I love you. More than love, I need you. And I'm sure as sure as you said to me:

             "I just want you and the only one. Nothing else"



Sincerely, my heart and half of yours. XO

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