Cinta Pertama, Cinta Sejati, Cinta Sempurna, Cinta-cintaan~

Tahu apa saya sama cinta pertama dan cinta sejati? Yang saya tahu, sejak ketemu dia hidup saya berubah. Saya melihat sesuatu di dirinya yang bisa lengkapi kurangnya saya. Awalnya saya gak yakin, tapi ada satu hal konyol yang saya percaya, bahwa, dulu waktu saya SD, teman-teman lagi keranjingan main ramalan telapak tangan dan saya diminta untuk jadi pasien nya jadi hasilnya, jodoh saya berinisial A. Pada percaya gak? Saya enggak lah awalnya, sih.Tapi, saya dulu pacaran gak pernah ngerasa bener. Paling lama 3 bulan, itu juga digantungin tapi ya masa bodo, saya gak peduli. Lalu, saya jatuh cinta sama Afgan nih, saya jadi fans nya tepat 3 bulan setelah dia debut sampai saat ini (out of topic).

Cinta pertama saya? Saya gak yakin, apakah cinta pertama saya adalah...

"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you're never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in you excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you're not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid. It's like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn't exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In thei prasanca, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating becouse you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there's a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that's so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life." - Bob Marley

When we were young

When I was younger.........I'd put my arms in my shirt and told people I lost my arms. Would restart the video game whenever I knew I was going to lose. Slept with all the stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. Had that one pen with 4 colors and tried to push all the buttons at once. Poured soda into the cap and acting like I was taking shots. The hardest decisions was choosing which Nintendo game to play. Waited behind a door to scare someone, then leaving because they're taking too long to come out or you had to pee. Faked being asleep, so I could be carried to bed. Used to think that the moon followed my car. Watching two drops of rain roll down window and pretending it was a race. Went on the computer just to use paint. The only thing I had to take care of was a Tamagotchi. The only 'fake' friends I had were invisible ones. Swallowed a fruit seed I was scared to death that a tree was going to grow in my tummy. Getting a bruised knees heals better than broken heart. Remember when we were kids and couldn't wait to grow up, but when we are growns up we wish we could turn back time to be a kids again...what the hell were we thinking?

Bulbo lagiiiii

1.Awalan PERTAMA nama kamu siapa?
HADRIANA

2.Prestasi PERTAMA yg paling kamu banggain?
Itu tuh waktu aku*sebagian teks hilang*gitu

3.Hal PERTAMA yg selalu kamu lakuin ketika bangun tidur?
ngecek hp trus bangunin aswin

4.Apakah kamu anak PERTAMA di keluargamu?
IYAP

**SEKARANG**

1.Gimana prasaan kamu SEKARANG?
Lagi biasa biasa aja

2.Merk sepatu yang kamu suka SEKARANG?
triset

3.Baju kamu SEKARANG?
body talk

4.Rambut kamu SEKARANG?
panjang hampir sepinggang

5.Barang yang didekat kamu SEKARANG?
laptop, hp, tablet

6.Warna kesukaan kamu SEKARANG?
biru

7.Angka kesukaan kamu SEKARANG?
26 sama 9

8.Benda kesayangan kamu SEKARANG?
papercraft

9.Warna hp kamu SEKARANG?
putih

10.Yang lagi kamu dengerin SEKARANG?
Fahd lagi ngomel gak jelas

11.Pacar kamu SEKARANG?
Aswindra Pranata

12.Gebetan kamu SEKARANG?
Gak ada. Udah jadi pacar

13.Minuman kesukaan kamu SEKARANG?
Air mineral

14.Kamu pengen clubbing SEKARANG?
tidak

15.Lagi pengen ketemu sapa SEKARANG?
Aswin

16.Ngapain aja SEKARANG?
Jawab pertanyaan nih

17.Yang kamu butuhkan SEKARANG?
duit

18.Apa yang kamu harapkan SEKARANG?
dapet duit

** TERAKHIR**

1.TERAKHIR pergi/jalan, ke mana?
ke Gor Segiri nemenin Aswin latian, malamnya nonton Aswin tampil Drum Battle

2.TERAKHIR ngmpul ama temen2,ngapain?
ngomongin orang

3.TERAKHIR mimpi, ttg apa?
mimpi dipeluk aswin

4.TERAKHIR olah raga apa?
main bulutangkis

5.TERAKHIR dipeluk/memeluk?
meluk

6. 4 digit TERAKHIR no hp kamu?
4877
#1312

7.TERAKHIR malu abis-abisan, karena apa?
kepelecok

8.TERAKHIR nangis, karena apa?
dimarahin aswin

9.TERAKHIR ketawa cekikikan, karena apa?
ngerjain aswin

10.TERAKHIR yg nelpon,siapa?
mamah

11.TERAKHIR yg sms, siapa?
aswin

12.TERAKHIR ke luar kota ke mana, kpn?
balikpapan

13.TERAKHIR pegi naek mobil apa?
xenia

14.TERAKHIR jatuh cinta kapan?
semenjak smsan lagi sama aswin. 2 tahun yg lalu